I know your watching…..

Walking back and forth.
My hands entangled in my hair.
My hands entangled in my hair.
Walking back and forth until I know something is there waiting for me.
There is only this white wall and this white room.
Looking around with nothing to look at and my own words only echo in this room. 
Shut up!
Don’t say a a word just shhhhhhhhhhhhh, there is someone watching.
There is someone here.
Walking back and forth.
With my hands entangled in my hair.
Stop it! Stop screaming at me!
Curlilng up in a ball in this white room.
Shut up! There isn’t supposed to be anyone else here.
Just stay quiet!
Don’t you understand they are watching every move and I can’t talk right now.
Why don’t you understand?
Just keep quiet I will tell you later and stop asking me questions!
Crying in the middle of the floor and I know there watching I can feel them.
Just shhhhhhhhh, my mind needs some time so shhhhhhhh.
There is no reason for you to look at me like that all wild and crazed.  
My hands begin to pull my hair but it isn’t me.
Stop it I said stop!!!
What is wrong with you I slap the air but there is no one there.
You see what your doing your revealing my secret…
Weeping in this white room…
I begin to close my eyes and I enter I different world.
I begin to argue with myself as they watch me….
I know your watching…..