minihulk

I’m starting to see things in a different perspective.
We are what we are and we act the way we act.
There is no point is trying to make life adjust to your need but you adjust to what life throws at us.
I can perfectly say I am unsatisfied with the world we live in and what it has to offer.
I can say with a full heart our time is nothing but a big mess with many adults who are still children.
I can say that as I sat there I watched all the cars moving from lane to lane.
I can say that our lives are meaningless and meaningful at the same time.
Can I really exist even if no one is around.
I am in someone’s thoughts but can I really exist.
Even so if I do this world is nothing but pathetic.
The only things that are true and pure are dead or silent.
I look at the world around me as an object and observatory.
I am completely unsatisfied with how in our time we are nothing but a mess.  
Even so I wonder if there is someone besides God watching over us.
If we are just someone’s play toy or pet.
I have no solid facts to back up my thoughts so for now they are just a myth.
It’s like the harder we try to get out the faster we sink in some situations.
How do humans even know what is best for another human.
How can we run and control humans, when it’s not in our nature.
How can you contain the sparrow from flying if it’s true purpose was to fly.
There are times that I don’t understand a lot but I feel a lot more than I understand.
It’s like a sting attached to my heart I can feel what everyone around me is feeling deeply and truly.
It’s scary in a way because sometimes I can feel the hurt, loneliness, sadness, and regret.  
I know when someone is lying and I know when someone is doing something behind my back.
It’s scary because I wish at times I was blind to the world because I am not.
I do not mean blind from sight but from feeling.
Feeling to much can hurt your own soul and trying to be everyone’s hero will only make the wound even deeper.
Even though I am not afraid to feel I am afraid of knowing the people I cherish in my life the most are hurt.
I wish I could just start over and make everything right but life is what it is.
I am content at the point I am because I only progress from here.
At times I wish I was better at other things than what I am good at now.
However, I don’t regret feeling so much because then I wouldn’t be able to express myself freely.
How I view this world is that each encounter we have makes us grow or spin backwards to old habits.
They seem to be trails that human beings bring upon themselves and some don’t ask for it. 
It’s interesting to see how life unfolds and it always has you at the edge, never knowing.
I observe everything I see and sometimes I blind myself to shut the world out.
I shut the world out so I can hear my own thoughts, own feelings, and words.
I sulk in it, bathe in my own emotions.
I shut the whole world out and only hear what is natural around myself.
I just wish sometimes I had more people that viewed the world with my perspectives.
Perspectives that are open and their horizons will never end.
Furthermore, I can honestly say I am scared of what this future holds.
It’s not because God wanted it, or whatever you may believe in.
It’s the work of human hands, souls, and minds.
Human beings can be very pathetic at times, if not all the time.
Human beings bring their own destruction upon themselves at times.
I wonder if animals ever laugh at us?